I guess i couldn't stop it, like a desease,,, it won't stop, not now after nine years. i wanted it so bad, it wont matter if i even faked a name, a life, a gender,,, this is me, in my real state.
My thoughts, My feelings, a come back to identitythe comeback with wide open arms towards myselfto meet myself again...
DAMN it fucking hurtseverything hurts, i can translate pain into wordsand i hate the world for this
Fake it all
